this is a year that i will never get back.
a year where every night i looked forward to logging onto my aim (bc no one uses AIM anymore!)
a year of always talking about you to my friends & denying my lil crush
a year of “i cant …” “what if…” “no way…”
a year of up’s & down’s but things would get better bc you’d help me along the way
a year of constant company, i was nvr really alone
a year of good friendship!
a year of interest which didn’t revolve around our looks or appearances
a year of nice butterflies and giggles …
a year of getting to know everything about each other 
a year of sharing secrets and all of the above!
a year which i will never get back. 

this morning, SICK AF!
i leave and spend the day at the beach freezing cold and wet from the water … felt great!
ate at genki for the first time and cruised around til one .. still perfectly fine.
i step into my bedroom, SNIFFLES ARE BACK -____- … its currently 2 and i can’t sleep bc of this stuffy nose! D;